Sorry to all my friends here for disappearing. I just can't deal with it all. So I hid away from one of the best support systems I've got, y'all. I just don't know where to go. I've started seeing my psychologist again. Just this week. But I just wanted to stick my head out of the sand to say hello. And that I really miss you guys.
I feel so alone because most of my friends have vacated my life (dunno what i did to deserve that one). some things are getting better but the holiday season is really hard because of my PTSD/anxiety & the fact that the doctors aren't treating it right now. Hopefully next week when i see the doc, he'll start treating me.
I apologize for fussing. Wish I could come here and say what my boyfriend's oldest son wishes could happen, miracle of all miracles I am cured.! Ha. Yeah, nope sorry.
End of pity party. If I can try. (cried non stop for the last few days because of the ptsd & upcoming season).