I'm sooooo tired, awake 50+ hours now......
My whole back is constantly spasming even taking my Valiums every 4 hours. Taking my morphine every 6 hours! My legs right now I can barely move it. It was all my own doing..I can't blame anyone but myself.
I've been stressed for a couple of weeks now, barely eating and sleeping for the past 2 weeks or so. I went to play soccer with some friends, and took a couple of tackles....the pitch was so dry that I've burnt 1/3 of my skins on my shins and a big patch on both elbows. Been going up there for daily dressing and the nurses has been asking how I am, I just say ok, even I'm not, I don't know why,
Well, after that stupid session I nearly passed out, I wasn't sure whether it was the prevention meds before playing sports or is it because I haven't done anything so physical for so long. After the session I went to ER had had to stay for 4 hours for drips and other stuff.
Just today, since the injury which was about 3+ days ago now, I can't sleep, I feel like a zombie.....right now my legs hurts so bad I can't move it, I'm not even sure how I can get myself to the ER. Wife is sleeping, it's about 6am now.......in so much pain and after taking so much meds I still can't get rid of it!!
Please have mercy...I promise I'll wear proper gear next time!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭