I know I don't usually vent on here but I need for do so with others who can relate and understand.
Over the last couple of months Or more I have been in more and more pain both physically and mentally. Chronic fatigue has made it almost impossible to get through the day without dozing off.
I think I may have neuropathy along with the fibromyalgia and carpal tunnel. Hopefully I'll get more answers when I go to see the neurologist on Monday.
Anyway I mentioned all of this because my job requires me to type for hours. Of course by the end of the day my hands and fingers hurt so bad I can barely grip the steering wheel to drive home. Plus I get a migraine at least 4 days / week.
I'm under pressure about making sure my call stats are where they are supposed to be and making sure I don't call in to work outside of pre approved time or Fmla. At this time I only have 2 days I can use. Although I'm going to request more time I really can't afford it.
Had to give a little background. Now I'll get to the point:
I was in a one on one meeting with my supervisor yesterday who is aware Of my condition. She told me that overall my stats are great considering my current circumstances. However I don't have enough " energy in my calls."
Well that's probably because I don't have enough energy in my life in general. (That's what I wanted to say. )
I was also told that I have to help the rest of the team by taking a larger volume of calls since we recently lost a couple of team members. Of course this adds to my stress level which will trigger anxiety and migraines and IBS which ultimately elevates my overall pain level.
At this point I have no choice but to push through it until I get official diagnoses and see if there are any other financial options. Can't leave hubby hanging with all the bills. Plus I need my medical benefits for treatment. Ugh this is just too much sometimes ! TGIF!!!
Thank you for taking out the time to read my long story. 😄
Just needed to let it out.