So i dont wanna talk about this because it makes me nervous worried and scared... My PTSD is in full SWING ... WEW 5 WEEKS IM BE HOME HERE ALONE FOR A WHILE IM REALLLLLLLY FUCKING SCARED!!!! Yea sounds stupid whos afraid to be home alone ??? Me... Im afraid of myself im afraid i wont be able cope with out him... Im terrified making sure ylthe house stays clean or his mom flip a fucking nugget i do not like dealing with her... ME TWO 8 MONTH OLD BABY KITTENS A 15 YEAR OLD CAT 6 SUGAR GLIDERS AND ME N THIS HOUSE !!!! Part of ne says im being irrational but rest me says im right .. Im hiding most this from Tree cuz he has to do this its biggest opportunity of his life !!! I know this thats why im trying be as quite as i can with little releases so he knows im scared... Im not really worried about him cheating or anything like that he loves me way to much to do that ... In fact himself told me never, and any body who can stay with me for 9 months like this no job barely any moneys has to love me right lol.. Im FREAKING OUT !!!