I've been on this journey for a a year or so now. And I'm still learning a lot about me and the system as a whole. I know that me returning to a dull day of work is so nor gonna happen. I can barely walk a half mile and making a meal is a dull time job for me now. However looking over my Dr reports and lotenit to the stories here I just feel that on paper I don't look sick enough to the people who make the decision. At this point I'm at 2 moth and 6 month appointment for my main pain drs. I've been in the disability process for a year now and the idea of how much longer I may have to go and the idea of how much worse I'll have to get physically is frightening to me.
I just don't know what to do help me and my family. If I did just suck it up and go to a job I know it won't end well. Even tryinf to put together a desenr resume is overwhelming for me. I've been in management for many years so I know how I'm supposed to go into these situations and I know what they are looking for.. And yes..I know how to acr and what to say to get in. But it would be a lie. I just don't know what to do.