Worst day ever. Omg I hurt so bad. Passion meds aren't working I feel sick and my bf just touched my arm and I felt like he hit me! I slept all day and still feel like can't open my eyes please this is too muchi just want to stop. It hurts to move or stay still can't think can't eat d dies this stop? I can't do this please tell me how to make it stop. Is worse than its ever been just today. My clothes hurt me
What is your DX phoenix? Good you have your bf help you get into the bath tub and sit in warm water? I'm so sorry you're hurting so badly. I know how you feel, no meds, even strong IV meds don't help me anymore, and the pain might never go away, but you will have good days, and you will have bad days, like your having now. I'm so sorry again. I hope you feel better soon
My DX is fibromyalgia with load of compounding stuff I don't even want to get up to pee I'm just so exhausted and hurting. Foggy so my brain doesn't with well. I b just want to stop everything for a whole until I can breath e. Sorry so depressing
No need to say sorry for being sad, it happens to us all the time, its part of having a chronic illness. I wish I could remove all your pain, I hate knowing people are in so much pain. Do you have sleeping medicine, or even melatonin. Sleeping would probably ly be your best bet at this point, even if it is just for an hour, it might help.
I take Trazedone at night but it's too early yet. I've been sleeping all day. Still exhausted. Just so tired of hurting too sorry for the poor grammar in usually a lot better just can't focus and relying on autocorrect. Hope you have a good, pain free night and thank you again. In not suicidal but only because it would hurt my son. Thank you for the positive thoughts
Things were a little better today. I still ache and some of these forsaken pains move around. That body marker chart is hard to fill out on days where I just want to take the dark red marker and just color it all in. But I'm trying for as accurate as possible. I just wanted to thank everyone for the warm welcome I got coming in. I was not in the best mind frame and you guys just accepted me in anyway. This means a lot to me as all of my local friends just up and ditched me b because it's too complicated and uncomfortable to be around me anymore. I had to open a go fund me begging thing because financial issues have got me in total terror while I wait to see if my ltd will be reopened or if I will have to pay for a lawyer. I'm so scared. But anyway, a couple of those former friends did pitch in, but from the personal messages, it became quickly obvious that it was out of guilt. I mean I'm obviously not gonna turn it down ($5 spends whether it's guilt money or kind money, it still pays bills), just had that fleeting moment of hope thatthey hadn't just ditched me because I got sick... Anyway, this turned into a thank you novel lol. Thank you so much for being there. (And hey, if anyone is feeling particularly generous lol....jk, Not going to beg on here) gentle hugs and love and prayers