I'm hoping you all have a wonderful holiday!
Feeling a bit strange right now, my mums birthday is today, which brings back ugly memories but I'm trying to stay peppy. My sister's avoiding my family, and staying at our Godmother's house for some undefined amount of time. Yeah, she's avoiding us. We have been invited to a couple events with my grandparents, but it seems really stressful right now, just imagining going is making me sick, but they seem to want me there.
I suggested gong to a camp site, and making a bonfire. My roommate still hasn't seen snow. But we can't really do either right now cuz or stupid car could break down. On the good side, my dog is still with us, and we are looking into housing options. It's also kinda sunny right now, but freezing. I might go in a walk or something.
It just doesn't feel like Christmas at all. My grandma said that's normal for my age, but I just shrugged back my snarky comments. Sorry for ranting, it's just today...