As I'm resting I have found myself with lots of time reflect. I can go left or right and basically make a new life. But wit any remodel mi key is huge issue I found myself thinking on how in goon make exist.and the things I'll need to make my own So as we go into this season where changed is an option . It how to make the moves with out hurr feeling. Part of me say to Just do and not worry bout feeling. Now thst I've got one surgery done and I'm in the models of healing. I get the statement:everything is ok now, glad your totally pain free now) so now I've got to prepare my family for what is to come.
They have no clue!!! Why would they think because all the tumors are gone that you're totally pain free?! The nerve damage that was done to your bladder and your bowel needs to be addressed and you need to get back on your feet. You may find when all is said and done that you have decent pain relief and you may find that you will always have some sort of pain. Either way, hang in there and do what you need to do for you. Don't let anyone else make you feel badly if you're not magically "cured"