I have been so depressed lately. Wondering if anyone else gets this way when the pain just won't stop? for the past 2 days been looking at my house it needs to be picked up, but I physically can't do it :( it bothers me so much to look at the dishies wanting to do them, and I can't get up. I just sit and cry sometimes. I live alone and have no one willing to help me at all. Feel guilty that I can't even take my dogs for their walk and play with them. I thank God my kids are grown now because I would be unable to care for them sometimes. I feel so useless as if I am just taking up space, and am being punished for some unrealized sin. I am having more and more days like this now, but it also seems the more depressed I get over it the more I hurt, but the more I hurt the more depressed I get. no win there sigh. I have been diagnosed with 3 different pain syndromes, along with some other goodies thrown in the mix. even still in pain from a surgery a year ago that the doctor botched. I am on pain meds but they are starting to not help much anymore. Sorry for the vent just need to get it out I guess. any suggestions would be wonderful.