If my list of back issues wasn't enough and my diagnosis of fibromyalgia, i know recently have been diagnosed with ms. Stupid me thought that meant maybe they been wrong about the fibro all this time. Nope. Just one more problem now. And i love the bladder control issues and ED that has come with it. I know I've said this before but feel so alone even though i been married 26 years and have the daughters. Two steps backwards for every step forward lately. Oh and for some reason i have no appetite but I'm putting on weight like crazy. Sometimes lately i wonder if my wife loves me cause she needs to care for me or truly still desires me since i am no longer the man i was. Sorry for complaining but this seems to be the only place i have anymore. Even my friends have turned into hi and bye conversations. Make for alot itv lonely nights.