It's hard for me not to take em some times, but I think it's different when you start to buy them when you run out and take harder things. I live by Chicago and Gary Indiana and there's a lot of drugs around. Some times I think the pills help, but other times I think it makes it worse. It does make my depression worse, I know that for a fact. I know a lot of heroin addicts and I've known a lot of people to die actually , I haven't touched it and I never will. The narcotic pills have got a hold on me though and I drink and smoke weed. I'm sure all of this with my fibromyalgia pills is not good for my liver, and my boyfriend isn't pleased. I have a long history of drug addiction, even spent 9 months in rehab years before diagnosed with lupus & fibromyalgia (lupus isn't too flared right now, fib is really bad) idk what to do, I don't want to admit defeat again.