I know I'm not the 1st, won't be the last. I'm extremely tired of family not understanding what is going on with my body. "It's all in your head", "Why do I have to beg you to do anything" "Excuses excuses".
I'm up to my ears with what comes out of their mouth. I try so hard to do as much as I can. None of them understand that when they get loud, extremely active or they pick/tease me, I become stressed and end up with flare ups.
My problem is that on top of this, I suffer from PTSD and I'm very OCD. Having OCD makes me frustrated enough, however instead of making the family deal with that, I clean & ORGANIZE. I JUST ASK THEY KEEP IT THAT WAY. The PTSD comes with it's own challenges, I've learned to live & deal with that. I am so lost on how to deal with family induce flare ups. I mean it hurts so bad to just walk sometimes that I don't, except for going to the bathroom.
I want to scream at a few of them that are aggravating me, Why not shoot me & rid me from my imagination. (trust me, I don't want to die) . I just can't deal with the pain some days. It's kinda funny cause on days when the pain is bearable, I over do it.
Anything or if anyone has advice who's been there, I'd really appreciate some feed back.
Thank you in advance, Tiny