I feel kinda weird right now, my stepmom and my dad had contact yesterday, and now my whole family's kinda stressing. I'm tired, and kinda want to email my mom, even though I know it's a bad idea.
My step mom's former friend has been very helpful, miss her right now. I don't have school, too much time to think. I'm gonna ask dad about seeing my counselor, hopefully it won't affect me trying to see a different person about ADD meds, so distracted right now.
Didn't sleep last night, I feel kinda hollow best guess is PTSD triggers, yay 😨😵😱 So sick of everything, I hope my friends can come over this weekend, she always makes me feel better.
I'm literally shaking as I write this, also need to help clean cuz my roommate's not doing well, pretty sick but she's tutoring Japanese today.
Then again, maybe I just need to eat some meat, and will feel better soon.