Hi all.. Just wanted to drop in and actually give a positive look at my family. It's been a rocky road. And I'm sure we have more road to travel. But for now it seems my mom is finally beginning to accept my health situation. She is beginning to research fibromayalgia and even the meds I'm taking to help look out for side effects. She actually addressing and talking about fibromayalgia. Before she would not even say the word. She still has a hard time with Lupus but its OK I'll take what I have . my sister who has already been doing OK with her concern except for the ditch situation. Finally things are feeling a little less tense for me here. I'm very thankful for the peace that is here now. Thank you all for your advice and support during g all the harshness. Thank you for all the prayers and virtual hugs. I'm happy I can finally have a smile on my face when referring to my family.