Morning all, it's 00.12am in a freezy cold Scotland and I can't sleep as usual. I'm feeling really anxious and out of sorts. I managed to get tickets to go and see the Christmas 🎄 lights being switched on in Glasgow. When I got the email saying I had been selected for tickets I was excited, but, now the day has arrived I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to make myself go out. I'm thinking of the crowd, there has been 14000 tickets sent out so it's going to be busy.
It's taken me nearly all night to shower and straighten my hair, usually a friend does it for me but she has her grandson this weekend. Now my upper body is screaming in pain, I really struggle to hold my arms above my shoulders for any length of time.
My new medication is making me very disorientated and a my brain feels like cotton wool. I have to drive in the morning which means I can't take any pain relief as I'm not fit to drive if I take it at the correct time. Just writing this is making my palpitations worse. I'm beginning to wonder if I should just stay home and let someone else have them.
Sorry for moaning and whinging to you all.
I hope this finds you all well and as pain free as possible