Very rough night last night due to insomnia, brought on by family stress. I was placed in the middle of a very complicated issue. I told the family member I was not able to help, not felt it was my place, not did I want to know anything else regarding the issue due to the sensitivity of it. I suggested they pray about it and do what they felt was the right thing to do. I could not manage to stop my mind from going back to the info is been told, and did not want to know...
Finally managed to drift off after 1am, but never really stayed asleep to get rest. Kept waking to change positions, or potty, or because I'd rolled on my back and suddenly startled myself awake snorting...3x! Hubby woke me at 6:50 and couldn't doze off again so I got up at 7:10.
My body & mind is especially struggling to get going today. I have way too much to get done before Monday surgery. I have important phone calls to make, but I'm afraid my fibro fog will hamper my ability to communicate. My mind is pushing but my body isn't wanting to budge. But again I must go potty. Drank way too much water yesterday apparently, and with the retention & PFD issues in still paying for it today! Lol I feel I'm "late for a very important date," but I can't remember which one!
Hugs love & prayers that all of you have a better day/night than mine has been! 🙂💕🙏🌸