I always stay home and hide away hate going out now can't walk far like I use to do my legs hurt feel like I don't want to exist sometimes I have epilepsy, servere depression, brain damage ,fibromyalgia so you can see why I hate my life I'm thankful for my kids and husband but I feel like I've ruined there life's I've only one friend but I don't like people who are cruel to me
We all go through times like this. The best thing to do is enjoy whatever you are able to do and try not to focus on the bad parts of the day. You are blessed with a family that loves you and I think are grateful for whatever you CAN do.
I'm a high school student and somehow I still juggle everything. It makes me feel like maybe I'm milking it or it's all in my head but as soon as I get to a place where I can stop I don't go again for awhile. Honestly during summer break my hygiene takes a nose dive. I had to have a knot cut out of my hair a couple years ago. I'm the oldest of 6 and my mom has fibromyalgia and bipolar so I often feel I'm not doing my part.
My mommy and I would joke about we had to keep going because once we stopped that was it...but it may be a part of the disease...? Although not being able to breathe plays a big part too.. Don't take this the wrong way...I can't imagine letting my hygine go..when I was in hospital and hooked up to machines and couldn't even go to bathroom, my mom figured out how to wash my hair for me... which wasn't an easy task since my hair was down to my waist...but sometimes soaking in warm water helps the body (having asthma you have to be careful not to give yourself an attack) What do you do for yourself? Or to help your mum?