I'm feeling a bit stressed about night shift tonight, I want to nap to prepare but my body won't let me. Pain has increased since yesterday and if I wasnt just on the couch doing nothing I'd be smashing the painkillers - not that they do a lot. I feel like I'm making myself more sore by laying around but I can't find the energy to get off the couch either. Sigh I wonder if this is going to get worse. Not knowing what's happening is really hard.
Well, last night was a nightmare I only got to sit down for ten minutes of my 9 hour shift and there were so many awful things I had to do. There may have been tears. But i made it, all the way to the end, and I didnt die.