I know many people can relate to this even if theu are not struggling with chronic pain. I havr been really depressed lately and i feel like i am alone. I started a new job ans it is really difficult training. I do paper work and i have to do so many correct in a row with zero errors for each type of paperwoek they have which is over 80 types and i am being judged really harsh. I have even had co workers say that i am being judged more harsh than they were during training. I have also come to realize other than my boyfriend i have no support.
I have been struggling to have the motivation to even take my pills even though they help with the pain because im tired of feeling like an outsider. I am 21 and i take more pills than any of my parents or grandparents. I just want to be normal and this has really been bothering me lately. I moss working out and i used to dance ballet, tap, jazz etc, but couldnt take the pain. I have been gaining weight when i have been trying to eat healthy as much ad my budget allows. If anyone has any advice i would appreciate it.