So I can't really explain it totally. Just feel extremely tired and slightly irritated at the smallest thing. Had a long visit from uncle today. I love his visits he tends to stay for hours though and I've still not graduated to where I can sit up for a long period of time. I did or tired to do some straighting up in my room which needed almost as fast as it started. Got short winded lightheaded and all so I stopped and rested more. I've been attempting to do a limited each day to help build my strength but I'm starting to see what the doctor was talking a lot. The nerve damage from the tumors and retraining of the nerves and muscles on that whole area. Weaknesses and numbness on my left side feels so odd because it's as if I don't have a hip on that side. The feeling is almost nonexistent.
So I'm feeling kind of like isolating trying to keep reach out and attempt to help others who feel the same way. But it's hard to get everyone to engage. I suppose all I can do is my best. Sorry for the ramble. Thanks for your attention if u made it to the end of this.