Hi everyone. 😊 okay so now I am feeling happy that I did my surgery but.. at the same time I can't help but to feel guilt . I keep asking myself did I take the easy way out .🤔 is this like a step of healing or maybe grieving ? I mean is this a normal reaction ? I do give up easy on things if they get too hard and I know there's a out then I go for it . So maybe I did take the easy way out . Idk 🤔🤔 Anyways. Thank you everyone for any advice ((Gentle hugs))
Aww I'm sad you feel like that, You should be able to take the easy option! You are no less of a person for doing that surgery, I think you are just grieving but i think the feeling of guilt will go, I'm proud of you 💕
Frustrated- I can relate to your comment. When my grandfather died I was devastated. I've been diagnosed for major depression, PTSD, anxiety disorder, and OCD. SO I got really depressed... I couldn't get pass that he was gone and I didn't make it to Chicago when he died. I live in Texas. I had to go to out patient treatment for my depression. I thought in my mind that if I didn't continue to grieve then somehow I was forgetting him.?? To me I deserved to be in emotional pain because I wasn't there in his last moments. It was until I adjusted my thinking and forgave myself did I start to heal. I still working on that at times.
@MochaBarbee. I understand what you mean . The same thing happened with me when I lost my grandpa in 07. I was over 4000 miles away and couldn't be their . Letting go is always a hard thing to do. But forgiving ourselves seems to be the hardest thing in the world . May they both R.I.P. .