So today is not my day. I’ve been in a lot of pain today which sucks. I feel guilty because my husband has been not well either he is having to push yourself really far and I know it’s not easy when we’re both not feeling well. I feel like I’m not pulling my load. That’s really difficult when I’m having bad fibromyalgia players and he’s having stomach problems not to mention the fact that we own our own business and it’s just him and me. I honestly don’t know what I can even do to make things better.