I believe you! I just went to doctor and they said they don't know why I am in so much pain. My muscles, joints, bones I think even my skin hurts. My list of can't do's seems to grow daily. I spend half my day in bed, a quarter on the couch and a quarter moving. This is no way to live it is a step below existing. I feel 90 in a 45 year old body. I have given up ever being 100 percent me again. Ironically with all that I still have hope that they will figure it out and find the right path to make me feel better. Bottom line yes it sucks at my worst I cry and ask if I am such a bad person that I deserve this hell on earth. Keep your head up and I hope less pain for you.