Hi, I just found out a friend of 10 years passed away from complications due to severe diabetes. I am devastated. I never met her, we only talked on FB and met through an online game. Her name is Trina Payne. She was one of the strongest women I have had the utmost honor of knowing. I have been crying on and off all day and I am beginning to have a fibro flare. My husband was just an ass to me on the phone and I just wanted to drop kick him. He is in prison, has been for 20 months now and I really needed him and once again he is not here. I am facing major surgery to see if I will be able to walk without pain, if it doesnt work I will be in pain the rest of my life and not able to walk. I need him. I am living with his mom who does not really like me and I have no friends where I live. I will have to take care of myself when I have my surgery, my mother in law is leaving for a month. I will not be able to put any weight at all on my foot for two months straight while it fuses around the " hardware ". I feel like a wuss because my friend Trina had lost a leg and was about to lose another one but was always there to help anyone who needed it. She endured soo much. I am tired of not having anyone to help, and people only contacting me when they want something. Thanks for letting me vent, blessed be.