My pain is completely out of control today. Nothing in my arsenal is even helping. I feel like throat punching the entire world! I'd drop kick the universe if I could. Plus, I'm totally feeling sorry for myself - which is doing nothing to improve my obviously bad attitude. I'm so frustrated! I just want to scream, but then I'd just have to add 'sore throat' to my already extensive list of complaints. I usually have a better attitude and perspective. Today I just want to knee genetics in the groin.
Maybe a telemarketer will call and I can go off on them....that might actually help. Since I can't move anyway, I think I'll just lay here and visualize that until I'm not so toxic.
Thank you. God blessed me with sleep. I woke up with a much better attitude. Which is especially good because today is Saturday and my family is home all day. I definitely want to be happy for them. My pain levels are lower, too. I'm still hovering around six or seven, but I can move my arms and that makes a world of difference! And, yes, it is the cold that's killing me. Time to start seriously looking for work in Arizona or New Mexico.