Hello my fello pain warrior family. I pray you are all enjoying this beautiful Spring day with little or no pain. I have really hit a wall. I actually think I ran over myself with my own bus!! Damn thing tipped over, spilled the bar.. Newfibrogirl's cherries are gone and gotta get more cause my girl loves her cherries!! PhoenixRising stole my damn tambourine again. I'm trying to focus on my humor because if I don't I'm going to cry and I'm afraid I won't stop. I don't remember if I posted here that I took a bad fall and the same day had a fistfight with some chick who cut me off (twice) and then had the nerve to punch me!! I was lucky there were witnesses that saw it and saw that I didn't throw the first punch. Cops wrote a report and dismissed me. At any rate, they raised my muscle relaxant to double (4mg-8mg) and I have also come off pat dosage of my Ativan. I think I cut my meds back to fast and was up all Monday night and think I had a seizure. It scare the crap out of me. I was afraid to sleep last night so I dozed and woke up. Doctor said all was ok and to stay on what he gave me until I see him again Monday. Stress has caused bad spasms and RSD flare. I think if I can break the pain cycle I can cope. I just feel very depressed and anxious. I usually don't talk about it but it builds and then I need to get it out. My folks will tell me not to cry (I try, it does make things worse). At any rate, y'all are in my thoughts and prayers and just wanted to touch base and make sure that all of my peeps were taken care of. Have a blessed day everyone. {{{Hugs}}} πππ»π»