I'm having a very bad pain day.. At the moment I'm on the floor with my back brace on waiting for my pain killers to kick in and honestly I've been nonstop crying for an hour.
I really want to call my friend and just vent about how much pain I'm in and I want to tell random strangers that I'm in pain and I don't know why. But I don't because they can't do anything about it and most of them don't even care.
And I know that I can always vent here but it feels wrong because I almost never use this app unless I'm having a bad pain day because if the pain is manageable, I usually try my best to ignore it and using this app (even when replying to other's posts) is a reminder of the pain. I feel awful about coming here just to get support and not giving it as much as I can..
Amen I said AMEEEN!!! I am same I call myself the Popper lol pop n here pop n there grab some stars in a basket keep them shiny n special those are my friends I have MADE HERE AS LOOSING FRIENDS IN REAL LIFE CUZ IM TIRED OR HURTING OR SICK, RIGHT NOW GOING THRU A REALLLLLY BAD BOUT... MY BEST FRIEND SHOT HIMSELF 12 YEARS AGO AND IT GETS HARDER EVERY YEAR... I also found masses ones attached to base my skull the other on my ribs area center right side its 4 inches long... Been thru this before I'm just trying to hang in two mire days I go to specialist surgeon to figure everything we can out... All I know I don't feel like my other self, nor my real self I am sleepy mire then hour which for me doesn't happen just physically drained, scared, I have no body here so I get to go myself ... Yojsound like a very strong woman some times we just don't wanna burden others as we see ourselves but my tree told me I was wrong he loves me.. Don't feel like u can't hoop n hollar let it out u kinda have to to feel half decent for days all been able dokay on my bed n sleep nwatvh TV imloising my fucking mind... So anytime message me I do so hope ur pain slows down...