I need to rant! Please for give me for not being constructive.
while I wait on a court date for disability, my husband three children and I are living in the Mother-in-law-llaw quarters at my parents house. My sister and her daughter live her too. So the head count is 9. Yesterday I scolded my son.(8) He'd been playing with my daughter(5) and nice (9 3/4). The older two were playing in a manner that they could pick at and tease my daughter and she didn't know any better. My mother decided that I was out of line and she and my sister started in. I'm an unfit parent, I favor one child, I don't do anything, I'm lazy and sleep all the time, and so on. My sister wants to see my doctor because she feels that I lie to my doctor about what I do and don't do in the house. I'm tempted to allow this because I have told my doctor that I do very little, that I sleep far to often and to easily. The end result of this was that "you need to get a f%$&€#* job" you being me of course. And now I'm in full flare up. It's harder to let go of the anger and hurt when your in pain, because "they" put me into the pain. I'm trying. I try to walk away. I leave the house, I hide in my room. I know I cannt please them, only care because of how they ride me and I live in the same house. I'm stuck for now living here! They don't believe that there is anything wrong with me, but they continue to make me hurt more, sleep more take more meds. It's not for ever. Thank heavens for my husband and children who do their very best to understand, love and support me!