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I feel like no one understands...

Apr 07, 2016 7:35 AM

Hi guys! So, lately I feel like no one understands me. I mean it's so bad that I can barely bring myself to talk about it. For instance, my own mother thinks that I'm in far less pain than I am and that it's time to just get on with it! I mean yes, she is under a lot of stress, both of us are! But to say what she said! Honestly, she just kept digging and it took all my strength not to physically lash out (and I have never been violent. In my life I've been in a couple of fights, before my accident and subsequent condition but they were all in self defense and only when there was no other option).
Honestly, the only thing that has stopped me from going completely insane on my paediatrician, I think that she is the best doctor I have and ever will meet. But I've not got long left with her now 😢, I'm 17 and in the UK when you turn 18 that's it. There are some special circumstances that mean they can see you longer but it is rare, very rare.
Anyway, I can't keep talking bout this right now because I will go crazy

Love you all ❤💜

Apr 07, 2016 8:24 AM

I'm sending you gentle, loving hugs, and my shoulder if you need it. I'm sorry about your mom's not understanding. It can't be easy for her to see you suffering and feel helpless to help you. Maybe she would rather think it's not real, hence her behavior. It doesn't excuse it at all. But I think most of us have had to deal with similar people's attitudes.

Ask your pediatrician for a referral, and let her know how you feel about her, and that your like someone just as caring for your next doc. We're AOL here for you... we do understand. Hugs & prayers! 🙂💕🙏🌼

Apr 07, 2016 9:31 AM

Unfortunately when I do eventually have to leave my paediatrician, I will be transitioned to my GP (similar to a PCP in america, the doctor you go through for everything or at least most things.). My GP is great too but I far prefer my Paediatrician, I'm going to be researching the laws and when you are allowed to see them for longer (I believe if you have certain things you can stay with them for an extra couple of years), I hope I'm allowed to.
The thing is that she has become less and less understanding over time and trauma.
I've got 1hr and 30mins until my appointment now 😕

Apr 07, 2016 1:18 PM

I sincerely hope your GP is going to be what you need. ((Hugs))

Apr 07, 2016 5:13 PM

Luckily it's not for another 8-9 months (if i cant get special circumstances)but I'm still terrified.

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