Hi guys! So, lately I feel like no one understands me. I mean it's so bad that I can barely bring myself to talk about it. For instance, my own mother thinks that I'm in far less pain than I am and that it's time to just get on with it! I mean yes, she is under a lot of stress, both of us are! But to say what she said! Honestly, she just kept digging and it took all my strength not to physically lash out (and I have never been violent. In my life I've been in a couple of fights, before my accident and subsequent condition but they were all in self defense and only when there was no other option).
Honestly, the only thing that has stopped me from going completely insane on my paediatrician, I think that she is the best doctor I have and ever will meet. But I've not got long left with her now 😢, I'm 17 and in the UK when you turn 18 that's it. There are some special circumstances that mean they can see you longer but it is rare, very rare.
Anyway, I can't keep talking bout this right now because I will go crazy
Love you all ❤💜