It has been a month that I have been completely consumed by pain and sickness. I am nauseous and I am not eating much. Just one meal a day. I don't even snack. I have lost thirty pounds this month. I am happy about that but I have not been trying. I am usually always hot but now I keep a cover on me because I feel chilled. I have not left my recliner most of the month because it hurts so bad to move. It hurts like if you have sprained or bruised yourself. But what saddens me is my family doesn't even notice. They live with me but it is business as usual. It has been hard lately because the doctors are cutting my pain medicine even though they are getting more evidence of things causing me pain. They have just taken pictures of four places that have extreme arthritis. One of them is bone on bone. Then the CRPS. Sometimes it is all just too much. They have to come up with something better. You know they can. It is just not that important to them. I hope all of you are keeping your head up and finding ways to deal with your pain. Take care.