So today was an OK day pain in my left leg worse but I have another thread about that. So today I was out with mom running errands so I took an opportunity to try and speak with her about my depression and what not and its almost like a teacher educating a child that is just not getting it. We went walking and inwent off in aonlthe direction then her. Just to be alone. And I did pretty well but bout halfway back I was giving out legs burning knees locking ect...
So mom commented " your just gonna have to push pass the burning " and for once her comments did not make me angry or sad it just confirmed to me that she will never get it. She does not want to to get it.
I later went by my sisters house and we talked for a moment. And we began to speak bout the walking and pain ect and she says " ull just have to be consistent. Have to stick with it..". And again its not clicking.. This is not a will power issue this is not a lazy issue this is a medical issue. They just don't get it.
It does hurt a little I wish I could have support from the ones I see all day. But it just is not gonna happen.