Hi family I haven't been on for a while. Last week I almost had a nervous breakdown. We had a death in the family also, my blood sugar bottomed out on me then it was like getting hit with something. I couldn't sit still , felt all jittery, and didn't feel right. I couldn't even stand to ride in our pick up without having my husband pull over and let me get out and walk around for a little bit. This has never happened to me before and it really scared me to death. I tried to get in to see my primary Dr but he was out sick all week himself. So they sent me to a urgent care office where I saw a Dr. She ran a EKG on me and it came back alright Thank God, my blood work also was fine. She put me on Xanax just enough to get me through to see my regular Dr. But I can't get in until Jan 4th and I don't have enough to last . She also told me to do deep breathing and when I breath in hold it until the count of 4 then blow it out . I have been doing it and together it seems to be helping me some. I guess everything finally caught up with me. Stress wise I'm not as young as I used to be lol can't take all of this drama mg daughter is dishing out on almost a daily basis. Well I guess that's enough of my whining will need some cheese to go with it. Lol sending prayers and hugs to all.