Wonderful Tardis! Praise God! You know the worst thing any of us can do is to tell ourselves "it won't happen again, I'll be ok now.". I never give myself false hope. I've had people ask me, " why don't you pray for total healing? Don't you believe God can?" My response is always,"Yes, God can do anything. I have two reasons I never ask for total healing: 1) what makes me so important, any different or better than anyone else, that I shouldn't have illnesses; 2) If I'm healed and whole I might forget God, or others who suffer, so I always ask Him to keep me humble, according to His will, regardless of my having to be sick.".
I saw a billboard yesterday on my way to the doctors office and it said, "When we reach our lowest point and find out God is all we have left, we come to realize He's all we ever need.".