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I'm ready to wave the white flag already

Oct 06, 2015 4:10 AM

Okay so 3rd time needs to be the charm tomorrow. Went to bed with discomfort and woke up that way too. Wednesday needs to get here already. I'm about at frustration tolerance and don't get me started on not getting comfortable enough to sleep. Is it really okay if I can fuss my gyn out tomorrow morning already? Apologize for venting, but I'm cranky as hell and not a whole lot is working. Going to try to lay down for a bit longer already!

Oct 06, 2015 8:18 AM

amanda, I'm sorry you are having this flair. I wish I could take some of the pain for you. :( Vent away, sometimes we need to and we will be right here to help you work through it all!

Oct 06, 2015 9:10 AM

Amanda, that just plain flat out sucks!!! You know by now there is no need to be sorry for venting. I'm sorry that you feel the way you do!! ( as far as the gyn, it if it were me, I'd squeeze his balls until he puked and then ask how he'd like to feel that way every day!!) I am sending out positive vibes and gentle {{{{Hugs}}}}. Know that I'm here if you need me. Hang in there sweetie, Wednesday is almost here.🌻🙏🏻💕

Oct 06, 2015 3:42 PM

Alwayz, that just truly made my day already. I would totally do that if I could. I'm hoping he will get my point, given this is the 3rd time in almost 2 weeks that I've been in their office already. I'm sick of it but what can I do already? I've tried every conceivable OTC medication for pain and nothing truly helps. Just bought some Benadryl so hopefully I will sleep a little bit tonight. You know, before all this pain started, I used to absolutely be terrified of going to the gyn at all. Now, I have no problems with it(although a tiny bit scared about tomorrow morning) only because I have serious trust issues with some of that stuff. I've gotten lucky with the past 2 appointments and not having an exam, but I don't think I'm going to get lucky this time already.

Oct 06, 2015 5:02 PM

Amanda I am so sorry that you are having to go through all of this. I hope that you will get some resolution to this. I hope the benadryl helps you get some rest . Sending hugs your way.

Oct 06, 2015 5:41 PM

Weezie, I truly intend to tomorrow. I know this sounds weird but in all actuality, I'm ready for surgery. Wow, did I just willingly say that out loud? That's a first!!!!!

Oct 06, 2015 6:15 PM

Sounds like acceptance to me amanda, I wish you good luck and hope it delivers. X

Oct 06, 2015 6:19 PM

And it really did not help matters that I had a different chiropractor then I am used to. By the time I knew what was happening, the table was in a jackknife position and didn't even tell me what the hell he was doing. No more!!!!! I give up!!!!!!!!

Oct 06, 2015 6:24 PM

And yes safety, it is acceptance. I feel really conflicted about it at times and think things like, "Why would you let somebody cut open your belly willingly already?" But I know in my heart it needs to be done.

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