I'm married with teenagers. A horrific car wreck in 2009 has left me broken and busted up and with brain injuries. I'm on permanent disability. My wife now has become my cargiver. We are trying to live off my disability check. But it's not working out with medical bills pulling up. Were in serious debt now. If I die, no more money comes in and there left with a huge debt still to pay.
My wife has informed me a month ago she no longer loves me as of 3 years ago. But stays with me because there's nobody else to take care of me. I'm crushed emotionally and mentally. Now I have to sleep in the same bed and put on a dog and pony show everyday as a happy couple. I sleep next to the woman I love and find the most beautiful woman in the world and I can't. Be intemen with her or make love to her or see her naked any more. Were just friends now. The kids don't know either.
I'm dieing doing this everyday. Its killing me. I want to just dissappear in the night and never heard from again. I only stay for my kids. I love them so much. I want to be there for them. No judge would grant custody to a disabled. Person who has seizures and Mini-Strokes. And other serious medical problems.
I don't know what to do... I cry everyday in the shower so nobody sees my tears.
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