It's coming up to year end so it's appraisal time at work. This year they changed the format. It used to be the manager filled it out and told you how they think you are doing, now you fill it out with how you think you are doing then the manager discusses with supervisor and then the manager fills or how he thinks you are doing based on discussion with supervisor. Then you sit and discuss it and go over any differences and why they are there. And i have to come up with a real measurable goal for the next year so survive probably isn't acceptable.
I have no idea how to fill this out. It's all soft skills, not the actual technical work, that is being appraised. My soft skills are not great to begin with, I'd say passable, but depending on the environment around me and if something doesn't agree with my system everything can shut down and i can't do shit. I can't be around people, i can't communicate, i can't make decisions, i can't think. So how do i fill this firm out (they want the truth) without getting myself fired?
Oh and i really haven't slept since Saturday (I've gotten a few hours total) and i got my period so everything is working against me. I'm sitting here staring at the damn form thinking i suck at absolutely everything and should just give up.
I think I'm having a rough day.