Third day with little to no sleep and the Pain is just awful.
Tried my tens machine, breathing,meditation even tried watching a funny comedy but nope nothing works.
Told a friend about how I feel with my pains and also about my longing for a kid and what problems my pco/pcos effects me with and I totally cried my eyes out and the reply from the friend I thought would support me was: on pains well it's just freakin in ur head, get ur head out of your ass and you'll se it's nothing, and on the kid thing she said well ur getting up there in age so why not just take a loan and make one with ivf or just forget about having kids.
Hey look at it positiv you have two furry baby's they'll do just fine.
Do I have to say how much I cried and felt I wanted to punch her in the face :(((
And I never have that feeling about ppl and never ever fight at all.
I'm the nice girl that just wants to help everyone, listen to everyone and I keep out of fights or arguments but she really pushed the mega red button today :(
Sorry for whining people and I hope you all are having a better Friday than me.
Think I'll have a glas of whine with dinner even tho I know it will kick my ass tomorrow in pain💖💖