As the title says I just need to rant a little, I need to get this off my chest as I can't say it to friends and family as they'll think I'm looking for sympathy or that I'm not coping when in fact I am but I just need to say this so I process how I'm feeling then move forward.....
I'm just feeling fucked off with it all and tired, tired of the pain, tired of the fatigue, tired of putting on my mask, tired of having to take meds, tired of not being able to do what I could, tired of being ill. Just tired full stop.
Because I'm feeling tired where I'm not sleeping great (who does when you live with chronic pain and fatigue!!!) Sometimes it brings my mood down and I struggle to stay my annoying "glass is neither half full or half empty but refillable" positive attitude and the only way to work thro things is to say it or type it so that I can work out what has possibly brought my mood down or sometimes you just need a good old cup of tea and a good old moan to let it all out.
As my nan used to say "a good cuppa sorts everything out"
If you feel you need to have a moan or to rant then go ahead it's amazing how saying/typing it can make you feel soo much better.
Sending you all positive vibes and warm healing hugs XX