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just realized that my body profile looks like....

Dec 09, 2015 6:37 AM

it's wearing weirdly colored camouflage....lol... I literally have no part of me that does not hurt today. even my hair. (yes I know hair is dead protein and has no pain receptors...tell it that!!) for the most part it's just a matter of how much pain. right now, I'm going to go lay down and pretend that I don't exist. if I can just find that one magical position that will allow me to fall asleep. the meds should take over and hold me in sleep for a couple hours anyway. maybe lol....until I have to pee. sigh. I know that I'm not suicidal, but there are serious days, like today, when I wonder if a bullet wouldnt work so much better than these pills. but it's not a completely serious thought. just more like....serious joking. I'm not sure that made sense, so I will repeat that I wouldn't actually suicide. I just think about things like that sometimes. and my humor gets darker, the more that I hurt. gentle hugs

Dec 09, 2015 8:03 AM

I know exactly how you are feeling. The past few days have been agonising over here and most days my pain profile pic looks like a bad jigsaw puzzle that the dog has ripped to shreds!
That illusive comfy sleeping position is a rare creature indeed I'm yet to find one. I presently have pillows tucked under my knees and atound my body to help alleviate a bit of pain.

Very much looking forward to seeing the dr this friday i think i need something stonger again.
And Friday being my baby's 14th birthday plus a funeral as well I'm going to need a relatively pain free day.
That being said phoenixrising i do hope you find a comfy possy and your pain killers kick in 🌼πŸ˜ͺ

Dec 09, 2015 12:40 PM

I completely misread your last sentence and we won't discuss what I thought it said, but thank you. I hope that you find that elusive.... Position and that you get a restful night! Good luck with the doctor!!

Dec 15, 2015 10:31 PM

Unfortunately sleep has eluded me lately also due to the pain that screams out when I'm trying to get comfortable and sleep. It's partly why I haven't been on lately... Not sleeping well, so not functioning well. πŸ™‚πŸ™πŸŒΌ

Dec 15, 2015 10:35 PM

I do know that feeling well. I am sending you prayers and gentle hugs and lots o of hours and wishes for you to be able to get an amazing night's sleep. πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•

Dec 16, 2015 1:28 AM

I know what you mean, a receptionist try ed to tell my today I could go 12 days without meds. i said no please leave a message for the doctor. What nerve, she didn't know my history, or know what I was even trying to tell her. It hurt just to talk on the phone. I need her arguing with me like I need another illness. Every inch of me hurts. I cried after because I need help not hinderance. Love and light to you all, I pray for healing and stay open to God's plan for healing, whatever that looks like. Love moshell

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