Work is just as stressful as any other day. Running my own business and with a known chronic back pain and disc bulge, after one major surgery and a few cortisone injections in my records, I've really driven myself down this time.
I couldn't bare the slowness or the competency of my part time employee. My full time quit recently without giving me advance notice. So I haven't a choice. With 4 containers and more to discharge, the nature of my business..wholesale alcohol and food..I need to discharge soonest possible.
Today near mid day of business, all the work was no where near done. I jumped on the forklift and asked my part timer to go home as work wasn't done and he understood. Instead now, I'm in extreme and unbearable pain that words can barely describe what I'm feeling right now. For those that done know, it's like driving a go-cart (literally no suspension) on near bumpy gravel. Imagine yourself with a sore back riding on one of these for a few hours straight,
I've taken all my meds including ibruphen without food because I am really desperate. Right now I don't really feel Im able to keep my fluids in. So drinking a can of coke while typing this. Have not eaten well throughout the day and my last meal was 8-9 hrs ago. Since then, are nothing but drank fluid. While typing this, I've almost puked twice in a span of 20 minutes. I just got home less than an hour now.
Going to ER won't do me any good unless I get a high fever. They've never treated me seriously and I'm much too exhausted in pain to go....please have mercy God...I've been asking you for this past week, I really need to get by today please....please.......