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Left And pissed off !

Jun 01, 2016 3:38 AM

On boxing day this year my husband walked out on me after 23 years ,I picked up the pieces for the sake of my daughter, it's not been easy , it wouldn't talk to me but I think because he said he couldn't do with me keep crying emotion what did he expect then Easter holidays he blamed me for moving in with his female driver from benefit resolution , He said that because I didn't ring him or talk to him when he first left it was my thought ! he wouldn't talk to me because I was emotional when I spoke ,or we've had this stupid poxy excuses I don't like her any more it doesn't feel like home ,and at end for the email, text, he put in "I don't love you like that anymore "then that is dropped on me and apparently Tony Lea and Joy oGorman ,who run benfit resolution ,he said that I didn't love him ,so not true ,iam try to move on but I love him and miss him like mad this is not a day gone by when I don't miss his hug ,kisses, laughter ,his big beard ,he don't talk to me at all ,blocked me on Facebook, iam solwlly moving on ,but some days it so hard , i've had to change all my medication ,just so I can do things with my daughter ,my life and my heart Have been turned upside down and I still haven't got use to it ,all he can see his money "benefit resolutions "the guy who helps the disable,he still tell client he is volunteering ,but how can you volunteer when you've given up all your benefits ,to get full time pay ,,(it's not as if the money is Pouring in it's not as if he working seven day like to be doing two days he is living in a fantasy just like she is )taking money from the disabled he want his million pounds !
When it out were free , Now he get upset when we go out , and he is stuck in the same shit with his own shit with Irish cunt with nothing ,and I've got everything and I feel good and I am moving on ,some people don't like it, in a funny way I'm glad I've reduced my painkillers for because I feel good and I know I look good for 47 and I'm enjoying it ,yes my heart still breaks and I still miss him and I still cry ,
But I have to live for me now ,and Kirsty ,xx

Jun 01, 2016 4:35 AM

Hun I'm soo sorry this has happened to you .... But by the sounds of it you are better off without him . It might not feel that way right now as you are still grieving for your relationship :( you are doing what's best for you and your daughter right now and sounds like that's done the world of good for you....
Stay strong lovely and keep your head held high where it belongs xxx

Jun 01, 2016 1:42 PM

Honeybee, I'm so sorry you're having to go through this. Heartbreak is awful painful, and the grief process isn't easy. Hopefully one day you'll look back and it won't hurt so badly. Keep moving forward! I'm glad your medication changes are working out for you. I'll keep you in my prayers, and sending(((hugs)))! 🙂💕🙏🌼

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