I would like to know if anyone experience is like mine. I have done everything from needlepoint injections, lidocane ( works for 6 weeks max but does not take away completely), massage, physio, kinisiologist, all the while taking 900 mg of Gabapentin.
I dont think ive come to the realization that perhaps chronic pain is a permanent thing?
It sure messes with my mind...headaches, anger, sadness, insecure, incapable, introvert ( i was the life of the party) , cautious with conversations because i not only have the pain i have cognitive issues too. Im fearful i will say the wrong thing cause i have trouble finding words ( and im in healthcare ) where all that is important to have excellent communication skills.
Such a life altering experience.
Now im trying to learn how to deal with all this without being judged cause i apparently according to others , i look fine on the outside but fricking miserable and in pain both emotionally and physically.
I cant remember shit for the life of me ...grrrr.
Thanks for allowing me to rant. Ok i think im done my lil speech🙄