It has been very hard to live in a house where my kids do not believe me. But the last one has gone to the dark side. Now my wife doesnt believe me. The hard part is everyone doesn't beileve me and no one has done the research on it. They would see that before I did the research on it, I had all the symptome that support my infection. I went around to about several reputal medical schoolwebsites, Who, the cdc, and a few medical schools. It all went in the same order and the same description.
The doctors ask me questions but they dont feel my stomach to feel the hard lumps with the tape worms attached. They are all over my intestines. When I slide my hand over my intestines a littl3 harder, I can feel different parts of my body have the worm sliding. I thought you were only suppose to get one. I think it may be in my bone because it feels broke when it is not broke. i had an x-ray. I just want to die. If you don't have your family on your side, what do you have. I have God. I know that.That is enough I know. I need to be stronger and rely on him. But right now I am so sad. I am just staying in my room and leaving the rest of the family to themselves.
I am not willing to give up my mind. It has been strong for so long. There is nothing wrong with having a mental disorder. But there is not evidence to support that. Contrary to others, if they would take time to examine me an the things that doctors have seen and I have been reporting. They would see that it follows a pattern. I guess this is my fight on my own. I had them promise me that once they diagnose me and if I am hospitalized, they have to promise to not visit me in the hospital. That I would rather go through it all alone with the way I have been treated.