Hi !all of our family, I had posted about a week ago , about me having some kind of mental break in November where in my mind I had enough pain meds. , to last until I went to see my Dr in January. Guess what it wasn't enough to make it . I called my Dr's office and they said even though I tore up the prescription he wouldn't see me before my appt. , so I am having to wait until the 27th before he will hopefully refill them. The joke was on me , I am going to have my daughter go with me and Handel the prescriptions from on now . I have been doing some crazy stuff when I am paying bills, like paying the house note twice instead of the truck note. I guess all of the stress that I have been living under for the last 9 months has finally broke me. I'm afraid to Handel our bill paying anymore, I told my husband he had to take it over because I don't trust myself to pay the right bill anymore. I intend to ask my PCP to send me to a Therapist.