I am sorry Cassi33, I am sure it feels like that sometimes. I am sure it is also overwhelming when you are dealing with your illness. And the stress increases your pain. Maybe you need to take a break from them for one day and not think about everything that is due. So you can relax for just one day. Is there someone who is great at scheduling who can be your Master Scheduling and help take over something for you? Lighten your load? I am going to pray God sends you some support. Blessings!
:( I am sad to read this. I hope something turns around for you. You should talk to your spouse about how you are feeling. That's if you have not already. Stay strong :) I know it's way easier said than done.
I know that feeling Cassi. In 2005 we had to file bankruptcy, and it's hard rebuilding your credit. Just as I thought we were going to be paying off some debts and have some breathing room, my doc appts have increased due to increasing medical problems. It makes me feel guilty because my health is draining our finances. I'll be saying a prayer for you. Hugs!! 🙂💕🙏🌼
I agree..I'm to a point where I'm having to postpone medical treatment due to lack of funds my deductible is so high I've got to wait on some surgical procedures. Not to mention the medical bills thatbive already accumulated.
Newfibrogirl, if you start drowning in that freaky way , I am going to medicate myself (a lot)/, get in my truck, and pack your stuff up and get you to Houston.. We can apply for all you indigent needs here! Lol. Now, I know living with Mama is HELL but you don't want Terri showing up and taking you to Texas so you can file for aide here and get help. (/I am giggling at the thought of me running up against your mama bear...lol..okay oky Alwayz is hollering , pick me up too!)my sweet friend, call hospitals they have government funded indigent programs...and if someone like me starts up with them ...they will sign you up super fast just to get rid of the crazy white woman in their office!!! And PS I have the best SSDI lawyer now! Girl he is good!!!!!!!!!!!!! So what will it be, wanna be trailor trash like me? Lmao, this reply should have been in the fire circle, but NoOne is Up!! Wth love ya and everyone in CMP!! Love and blessings, Terri
Newfibrogirl, I forgot to tell you, I am proud of you for taking care of yourself and your elderly parents. Next time you have a migraine, strong coffee and and ice pack...if that doesn't work, thoraZine does...
Well Terri u come back packing a wollup don't you..ha..thanks for the encouragement and yes. I've applied for a few programs but had issues with keeping up with the payments. And with the new bills truthfully I've let them slide. But we will discuss more on it in the circle. Don't want the other to see me get a spanking. Ha...lol.
Thanks y'all, I just want us all to really embrace the love and support here in this group.I use humor a lot but truly not to deflect from the seriousness of someone's personal pain ,but to help lighten the heavy load we all have to bear every single day. Laughing is such an important healing treatment for our souls and our livers and helps with the whackadoodles brains we use everyday. Love , Blessings and faith, Terri