My day started at 6 am to get the the doctors frustrating morning pissed me off, then of course had to be in the car with my grandfather who thinks that Im going to get magically better after I go to the doctors once and thinks chronic pain is fake. Yes I said it. He thinks there is no such thing as chronic pain. He has told me many times and makes me feel guilty for being in pain. Then I met my doctor. She was AMAZING like she spent a whole hour an half with me to get all the details and info, she is a GI doctor so she didmt know much about CRPS but she 1quickly understood it. She is the type of doctor everyone loved because she truely cared about what a wrong and wants to find the problem. We joked and laughed and she made my day a bit better. That is untill she started discussingthe tests I need. I need a damn colonoscopy....I'll be put down for it But still. I also have to do a few more tests that don't eorry me much. But she wants to test for ecoli and some other Shitty things I don't want to deal with right now. But she really did seem conceded and wants to cover all bases. Oh yeah. My cat scratched my eyeball so I have a scratch on my cornea. So there's that. I just want all this stuff to be over.