My body feels like a lead weight ,I feel like a lead weight ,everything aches ,shoulders are killer me ,but that 12 years on crutches ,and not using me wheelchair ! Stubborn that what it's is ,paying the price now , it's all getting to much to cope with now , fall apart and nobody can fits me ,just give me more pain killers ,but when you'll on morphine patches ,oramorph ,paracetamol ,codeine ,amitriptyline , and still.in pain ! What next ! At five foot nothing and 7 stone ,there's nothing left of me ! But it's not time ,not yet ,xx
Honeybee, I'm very sorry you're hurting and suffering so badly. I'll be praying for you. I feel a heaviness across the tops of my shoulders, neck and upper back. Its either due to my previous neck surgeries & current disc degeneration (DDD, osteoarthritis, osteopenia), or the fibromyalgia, or possibly all of those together. I understand your frustration. I've developed an imbalance when walking so I now require a cane, which is affected by the heaviness in my upper body. By the time I get through with my appts and back home I'm exhausted. Stay strong, do what you can, and don't beat yourself up about what you can't. Cry and release the steam valve of pain, pressure & stress! And look up, and take things one step, one day at a time. 🙏🌼
Oh honeybee, hope you're feeling less down now. It's a bad place to be. Probably most of us have been there also. It's incredibly frustrating when you have so much pain with no relief. I tell myself to not think too much and just live one day at a time. But it's hard to do sometimes. Are you able to get 'lost' in a good book or maybe an audiobook where you don't have to hold a book up?