So it was a lovely day yesterday and I was a zombie today was another great day warm sunny I felat awful very fatigue. But yet restless. So my sister had pitty on me and csme to got me from my mom's house. We road around and then went to see my cousin. It was nice to be out. I was hurting but gald to see something other then my parents and the same walls. Got into a ticket fight with my baby cousin. My cousins little girl . although she is not s little girl anymore. But now I'm feeling g the fall out of such fun. Neck is like a noodle. Having a hard time holding my head up . shoulders are starting to burn. I hate they its always a fight just to live life. Also got two tree up in the house. Not fully decorated but at least in progress. But at least I made it I got out . I suppose I should have taken one more day since I was not completely out of Thanksgiving prep flare but I just could not let another sunny day go by without me. I'm feeling it now. Needles in legs neck in vice. But oh well I'll medicate and rest .