So most of y'all may remember my troubles with my boyfriend. Things are still in a rough spot. Everyone is hurting and struggling right now. I know what he did is wrong however,its hard for me to just let go. It's been seven years of friendship and then love with this person. And I know he regrets his actions but now the baby is here and I'm feeling guilty because she is a beautiful bady but when I look at her all I see and feel is my pain and disappoiment in him and the fact that I'll never be able to have thst experience.
Before you ask I asked him if thr child was born yet and then I asked for a picture. It's not like he is flaunting the situation at all. But that's also another point his other two kids he loves and is so proud of them a d shows them off. And even though I know he will love and care for this new child also still I wonder how he will integrate her into the family unit. I mean he's not made her public which is good I suppose.
And I'm sure most of u guys are saying why am I concering myself with this. I know I'm really not the issue here it's just hard to not be curious.
I just need any advice or tips or whatever on how to get over this or to get through this .