So ive been pretty depressed and crying for the passed two days because i found out I have to take a EEG for a 3rd time. I am being tested for epilepsy and my eptologist ordered a at home video eeg. unfortunately the first one didnt catch good enough video of me sleeping because it was too dark. When they did it a second time the power kept going out and there was bluetooth interferance. So they have to do it a 3rd time. My doctor was gonna hospitalize me but my eeg tchnician convinced him to let me do it at a hotel near their office. (Because i live in san bernardino and they are all the way out in irvine)
So, im going to be without my kitty who supports me, without my mom, whom i live with and also helps take care of me, and worst off i cant shampoo my hair and have to wear this itchy cap and last time it left a scar because it was too tight and one of the electrodes hurt. I am also kind of ocd so i shower everyday wash my hair every other day and rinse it the days i dont wash it. I hated the first time but was like at least i only have to do this once. Tolerated the 2nd time but was like just one more time. But now i know what to expectt and how it feels so im anxious about the not washing and uncomfortable cap and everything and im upset because it should have only been one time. I'm so lost and other negative emotions i can't put my finger on. This isnt ok and i just want some advice or encouragement to get through this.